Sunday, July 24, 2011

Maybe it was wrong of me to bring up the whole Aaron thing. But what am I supposed to do when I've moved on. I've found someone, and if you're my best friend of course I'm going to mention my significant other to you. It's been months since our breakup. And yes, sadly I wasn't happy when we were together. Because you never made me happy. That's why I ended it. That's why I KNEW we weren't meant to be, because.. the person you 'like' is supposed to make you happy. Even by their presence or them in general. But I never had that with you. You never made me excited or have a million butterflies in my stomach or make me feel happy sad angry and all these other emotions all at once. I liked you, but you as my boyfriend just.. didn't feel right. There weren't any sparks. There wasn't excitement. There wasn't anything. I felt alone when we were together. I hate to admit it, but it's the truth. I told you I felt alone this year and how junior year was the worst year of my life. Well yeah I had good things with you, but they weren't enough for me. If it hurts you to know it was a terrible year for me even with our moments together, I'm sorry. I can't help the way I feel. You don't make me happy the way Aaron does, and I'm not trying to compare you or whatever but I'm happy now. I hope you understand that.