Haha(:

Church was good today!:D lmfao in the beginning i was thinking about the first time Kyle and Abby met for the first time in person, and i couldn't stop smilingx) in the inside i was laughing.. hard. ahahah then i was thinking about singing to Abby in person?:) it's gonna be weird. cause the last time i sang to her was like 2 years ago? well technically 1 buut the year is almost over so i'll say 2. Lol then i laughed to myself again because i was talking to myself in my head. Hahaha i'm so weird>:p but i love it. it makes me different and unique just like my role model!:D and dood wtcrap was w/ Aj's otufit and hairrr? why the change ya know? and like what was w/ the moving to different seats? it just makes me wonder..O_o
anyways- whata good weeekend(:
kayh i'm done, laterrrs.

caw, caw, RAWR!(:

it always makes me wonder:
why-
*my mom doesn't listen to anyone when she wants advice
*my mom never takes care of us but then takes care of us when Jo comes over
*i'm always moody whenever she comes over
*bester dos seems like she doesn't want to hangout or at least talk to me anymore

idkk. it's just weird to me.:/?

It's-

Black Friday and i didn't even get to get anything I actually wanted-____-
so Jan got a PSP, and I just got earphones.. Lol it's whatevers though, i needed them. haha i busted my earphones..xP freakin Whitney puts it on blast like allll the time. i'll try to take care of them this time(:
Ew. i have a massive headache that's totally throwing off my mood>:/ So far my weekend has been pretty good(: Gosh darnit though, i really really really wanted to get a book.. or G.I. Joe>:p blahh. oh well.. next time i guess(;
Oh i saw Nicki @ Best Buy>:) i knew i'd see someone today, when we walked around i thought i saw her cousins, and i was like.. well if her cousins are here? maybe sheee's here? O_o? then, BAYUM. I saw her!:) ahaha gawwd so many cute guys there:/ i hate that i looked like shet.. and plus they were all taken so it's cool fool. Lol

LMFAO- Lalala & I Am Not A Whorex)
they're so cool. Haha

aighht. i'm done, buh-byeee(:

omhd;

^^^OhMyHotDayum:o
Officially My SexyBeast of the Month.

Happy Thanksgiving;

all i've gotta say is, i'm thankful for the people who've made an impact in my life and mean the world to me, people i can't live w/o, people who make me laugh, care about me, support me, whatever it is.. Basically My Mains & Family;)

Love you guys so much♥

She's-

my best friend best of all best friends do you have a best friend too(:
soo;
ew. whata day. not good, not good. welll not really, if i was still obsessively gaga over Ricky it'd be like the best day of my week or something but no, it was a stupid day, i felt like crap and my pants were pissing me off cause they were too loose and they effing kept falling>:p stupid crap. Lol

so yeah i saw him a lot today, 4 times to be exact. Lol it's so weird now that i don't want to like him anymore and i don't even expect to see him, i see him more often>:/ why couldn't i freakin see you when i wanted to, you good-looking-hollister-model-lookin-ass-youu>:o gosh darnit. i don't even wanna see this fool anymore. and Abby>:) you got me saying that word now. Haha and btw if you're reading this, girrrl the orginial version is called Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. There's a lot of differences between the 2 movies that's why they have different names.
anywho;
I wish everyone a great Thanksgiving:D
i should be excited but i'm not, last year i was like crazy, i freakin counted down til Thanksgiving. Hahah i love food i guess.
uhm, yeah that's it:)
later gators;

BangBang..PowPow;)

lmfao i loveeeeeed New Moon & Couples Retreat!<3
New Moon, was just bombb. I can't really explain how much i love it right now. (: freakin Liz kept talking damnit! ahah as for David..-____- gawwd. i really didn't wanna see him.. i knew he'd make me feel like crap.. effin guilt trippen me maan and because he doesn't talk, but even when we talked it was boring. I wanted an actual Girls Night Out dawg. grr.. i'll get over it sooner or later..
back to the movie- Taylor Lautner was.. beautiful! lmfao:D ew. Rob wasn't:/ i don't really think he's cute anymore. he was a little attractive at first.. thenn he just got ugly. ahaha i'd rather choose Shia LaBeouf over Robert Pattinson.. o_o Lol

gawwd. Couples Retreat..freakin hilariousxD the yoga part was the funniest part! ahahah it's gross but funny and so wrong. lmfao i guess yoga really is a good technique for having great sex, hahaha. i thought the girls were soo pretty! can't get over their prettynessness and Taylor Lautner's sexy bod. Lol

HeygirlHey;p

Let's seee, today is my lazy day. I don't think i'm gonna do anything besides read and do homework>;p i hate school right now.. teachers overload us w/ work. buut i shouldn't complain, teachers actually take it easy on us, school in Asia is Reedickuhlisss. HARD as Craap:o Oh wellls(:
ew. i missed 11:11! UGHH. LOL
my wishes worked once or twice.. i hope it works again:D :D :D
this week is gonna be crazayyy. busybusybusy.
I think i'm gonna buy Up today:) yay.
^^^randomness. (: lateee.

>:o...

wtff seriously??? who the fuck gave you guys the right to do thaaat? it's not even any of both of your fucking business! i may have said i didn't want to go out w/ him but it still doesn't give you the fucking right to tell him! stupid asian bastards! it's between me and himm! fuuuuuck, i'm tired of people making my decisions for meee! i know what i want and it doesn't involve you people! gossip-ing sons of bitches.. i've never beeen this pissed.. at people that i don't even know until now! typical asian girls.. go do something besides talking about people! shiiit.. ya'll need lives.

tiktok-

yummm(: cookies and cream ice cream sounds good right now. Lol
i'm really craving it right now:p

eww. i hate how i talk about himmm. i don't even KNOW this sexybeast and i talk about him like i knoww who the eff this guy is.. ugh. i have a secret crush on this dood. GROSS. lmfao i'm gonna try to not talk about him when i get back to school.:/ i feel like Liz and Patricia is getting annoyed. esp Liz. like she'll roll her eyes every time i talk about him.. buut she acts like i freakin like talking about her stupid bastard boyfriend. whatevers. here i go again, trying to please everyone but me.

uhm, so today was alright, thee only part of my day that i enjoyed was seeing Ricky. lmfao the mains at school don't know how to make me happy for some reason, buut when i'm w/ the mains that i don't see a lot like, Abby, Kathleen, or David make me happy like right away.. even just seeing them make me happy. i don't know whyy.. i think it's cause i see them every single day that i'm pretty much getting sick of them.O_O but i still love them. i mean they can make me happy sometimes buut idkk. i just feel like they aren't real w/ me sometimes. i have that feeling where i feel like they're being fake. and i don't like that feeling, i shouldn't even feel like that, but i do.:( I miss my main MAINS<3 J.A.K.
school just keeps me away from them i guess..

today sucked;

well it's been like forever since i've blogged soo why not(:
right now i'm listening to Dollhouse by Priscilla Renea.. hella thought this chick was white:o not gonna lie. Haha buut oooh girrl. she black>:) ahah it's a cute song though, the chick has a cute voice too.
anyways..
let's see why today sucked:
1st period: boring as hell. people annoy me too.

2nd period: it was alright. i just hate homework, and Sloan was alright, I just hate how she's a bad influence on Whitney, it's just hurting me how she's changing in so many bad ways:/ i can't even help her cause she doesn't know how to choose the right decisions. we've already discussed to lay off the drugs yet she does it anyways.. damnit she's already addicted.:(

3rd period: guidance was ehh. gawwd. Kel is so cute:p Lol

4th period: P.E. sucks>:p ahah i had to piss badly in that class. lmfao

5th period: Spanish is the worst class ever. period.

Lunch: I miss Eleazar:/ && freakin A.. Liz really needs to get her head unboggled because she still doesn't get that he's a cheater always and forever damnit. I was expecting to see Ricky>:/ oh welll. (: hahah

6th period: it was good i guess. i was actually at the top of my game!:) i understood what we were talking about and everything:) wootwoot. Lol

7th period: aw, Bj was pretty nice about my hair today(: freakin McCoy is so unorganized and confusing>:/ it just makes me hate English now.

at thee meeting:
shoooo' don't get me started>:(
stupid people i swear.
how the hell do you expect us to do our jobs if you don't give us the jobs we deserve! and effing tell us what to do than doing it yourself! you complain so damn much about having so much responsibilities and you don't even give us any responsibilities like we're suppose to! then watch, you'll be all up in our faces telling us we don't do shet! like really? how effing rude.-___-
at least pay attention to the people who have more experience stupid!>:o

thennnn, freakin Josh>:p really nigga? really?! you can do sooo much better than that! tryna get my attention.. don't be obnoxious to get my damn attention that just throws me off and not like you even more.

gawsh. i just really need to sort everything out i guess:/

soo yeah that was my sucky dayy.
-i'm out