haven't-

blogged in a long time.. not really but still. omgg:o i can't believe the year is almost over! just in like 5 days.o_o the year went by pretty fast maan, and i thought last year went byy, this one is going fast;p i really hope the new year is better, this year wasn't really that good:| a lot of arguing and drama this year>:/ hm, i need to make a list of new year's resolutions..

goodness, i wonder why you're so sad all the time, there really isn't anything to be sad about.O_o? you weren't like this last year.. why the big change all of a sudden? i wish i could help but idk how to.

i'm craving cereal dangit.. something sweet or idk something like Lays!(: haha it's not sweet but i love chips. lmfao

so i'm starting to watch melrose place but i can't just start watching it w/o watching the 1st season ya know.. i can't freakin find the first episode-_- grrrr.

Valentine's Day<3

OMGG!:D i'm soo excited to see this movie(:

yupyuup;

gosh darnit>:p i hate being sickkk. i still didn't even get to fix up my room the way i wanted it to, at least i got the clothes all hangered and jammies piled on top of eachother. ahaha it seems that this room is sooper tiny, i can barely move-_- so not cool, but not gonna lie, i like this crib better than thee other one.

ew wtf really? all you do is complain complain complain, why don't you effin take a chill pill? shooot. i'm kinda glad you're leaving.. i'm so tired of you you're so irritating all you do is yell at everyone, blame crap on everyone, talk about problems.. you really aren't happy w/ us i can tell. leave i could carelesss, send me a damn postcard, lateee. -_____-

for some reason i'm craving adobo and rice?O_o whatdafawk. hahah
dooood. ilovemyipod(:<3 i can't stop using it, the battery keeps dying cause i use it so much. lmfao idk what else to say, i guess i'm done. kayh byeeee;)

Two is Better Than One

is soooooo cute!<3(: or sad? idfk. buut gawwwd i love it! i could listen to it alllllday! i freakin wish this song was stuck in my head today instead of stupid 'You got me walkin on the moon..' ew. gawwd. it got so annoying>:p it was stuck in my head, dangit. i'm gonna try to sing this so much that i memorized the lyrics so it'll get stuck in my head.. Hahaha

Emma Watson;

ahh, i'm proud of myself.. i did a good job making this;) Hehe

ugh. >:|

you're really gonna do that to me? like how can you go and cancel plans w/ me when I haven't seen your ass in what like 2 effing months ago and you aren't gonna answer my call, reply to my comments, oh and get off effing line on the IM shet when i try to talk to you.. and i have to effing find out you're in a relationship based on thee internet?! like seriously? wtcrap, you're my best friend, don't you think you should at least call me and let me know? like wtf really? just pull that shet on me.. maybe i'm overreacting maybe i'm not, buut i know for a fact that ain't cool, how the hell are we suppose to maintain our friendship if you're not even gonna try to talk to me? or make time for your 'other' friends? i may sound selfish somehow in this buut idgaf.. i'm tired of feeling like i'm losing my best friends and feeling like it's alll my fault that we're drifting away. right now all i know is that i have 4 best friends.. didn't i start out w/ 8?:/ i lost like half of them.. idet to the other ones, fml. and you're still my best friend but if we're not gonna talk at all then idk anymore.. i might just wait til this month is over i guess, if you at least try to talk to me then it'll change.. cause i'm tired of starting the conversations, making plans, and trying to keep our friendship strong. it's not a oneway freakin friendship.. both of us are suppose to keep it strong and right now i feel like i'm the only one doing something about it. wthaaail dawg.-___-

fawk:/

goodnesss. i'm like really upset right now.. you've let me down once again. why do you do this to me? you never keep your word when you say something, you say sorry to me but frankly i can't seem to believe you anymore. i'm losing my trust from you, i really am, and i pretty much tell you that i am but you seem to not care or you don't listen to a word i say(as always-__-).. do you want me to not keep contact w/ you or something just for you to understand me? i can't even tell you my problems because for some reason it always ends up w/ me becoming the blame. 'i love you' or 'i'm sorry' or 'i promise':/ really now?.. it's been so repetitive that really those words are just going straight through my ears.. i'm so tired of my expectations from you when i know for a fact that you'll let me down. i just can't stop giving you chances, sooner or later these chances will be given to you way too many times that one day i'll finally give up on you:(

osh kosh b'gosh. what the.o_o Lol

soo todayy was good:p
my teachers were all lay back today and nothing really bad happened. ugh but i hate how i have to take a freakin test tomorrow after school. thanks a lot mom-___- there's so much to do maan. oh and yesterday was an okay day too. i got to meet Danika, she was pretty nice. uhm i should be getting off soon. yeah nothing really else to say.. so i'm done(: