Happy Birthday to me(:

ya know after today, i don't know how long this real happiness will last, it feels really good. i haven't felt this happy in a long time. after today i've come to realize who my really good friends are, and who aren't, and who really cares for me, and who really doesn't.. and for the certain people who aren't really in my life, I could careless, i'm real happy and no thanks to any of you who treat me like crap, who don't like me, who doesn't want to talk to me, well you know what.. FUCK YOU and have a great life(: i honestly don't need you in my life to hold me up. i've got great people in my life that i'm thankful to have, having you in mine really doesn't make a difference. P.M. could just suck a fucking dick for all i care, if you don't want to talk to me, then so be it. i tried to be a bigger person and apologize(apologizing isn't my thing, i hate it w/ a passion but what do ya know, i actually cared if you were in my life..), and i'm not here to hang on to your balls and stay all sappy just cause you won't talk to me(: it's just not worth my time. you chose to not be in my life and there's nothing to do about it. if you do choose to be in my life, i'm glad. you actually tried. but if not, whatever. I'M OVER YOU. FOR GOOD:D and i feel great about it.