Sunday, July 24, 2011

Oh my freaking god! I can't believe you. Like seriously, I've been glad talking to you again, but nowwww.. ughhhh. You're annoying me again! "After you told me that stuff, it seriously brought me down." Well I'm fucking sorry I didn't want to keep that from you. I'm sorry I feel like I should be honest with you instead of keeping things from you. You're my best friend, best friends tell eachother everything. The good and the bad. And you're gonna have the audacity to tell me I'm bringing you down? Why thaanks bro. Thanks for making me feel like a jerk. "I'm sorry I just didn't want to keep that from you, I just had to tell you." "You didn't haave to tell me." Well fuck you too then. You're a freakin vagina I swear. You have more vagina than I do sometimes. It's freakin sad! I'm not gonna sugarcoat shit. I don't play that crap unless it's like something I feel should be sugarcoated. Like me trying to avoid telling Abby my sexual fantasies. But when I'm telling you the reason why my dad doesn't want you coming over, and me being a mopey little bitch yesterday because I'm afraid Aaron's going to leave me, don't act like a fucking vag and throw that "You brought me down" type shit. Suck it up! Man the fuck up and deal with it. At least be like, "Oh damn we could hang out next time, maybe your dad's just in a bad mood or something" Like it's understandable that you said, "Not trying to be mean or anything but I don't want to comeover knowing your dad doesn't want me around." I understand that completely because I would feel the same way if your dad felt that way. But don't pull that shit on me. Don't make me be the reason for your sadness. Keep that shit to yourself. I'm sorry I did okay? But don't make me feel like I'm the cause of your unhappiness. It makes me feel lower. Idk how to explain it, but your reaction to whatever I told you is your fucking choice. You didn't have to be a sad pussy and take it that way. You could've brushed it off and be like, "Oh next time." But nooo. You pulled that shit on me and now I feel like a jerk off and now the guilt is fucking killing me inside because you're a bitch ass who blamed it on me. "It's all your fault." Well thanks. Stupid loser fish taco. You vag. Ugh-________-