I'm like really pissed off.
Me- Can I hangout with David next wednesday?
Dad- No.
Me- Well can he comeover next wednesday?
Dad- No.
Me- Uh? Why?
Dad- I don't know. Cause no.
Me- Uhhh?
Dad- What's the deal between you and David anyways?
Me- Nothing? We're just friends.
Dad- Righhhht. Righhhht. Okaaay. *sarcastically*
Me- I'm serious, we're just friends. I'm dating Aaron, so there's nothing between us.
Dad- What does that have to do with anything? Dating? What do you mean by dating?
Me- Dating. As in.. we're going to be official when he gets back. As in we're together but not yet.
Dad- Pssh. Dating. Those stupid words you guys use. You both just started talking. and now you're dating. Ha okaay.
Me- ... Whatever.
Dad- Yeah exactly.. Whatever.
Like what the fuck? Can you be any rude? I can't have ANY guy friends, or like anyone because you fucking act like this. When I tell you I like someone, or I'm dating someone, or I have a boyfriend. You suddenly act like a sarcastic asshole! Way to fucking be supportive dad. Why is it that when Jojo was a teenager she had all these guy friends at the house and she dated boys and everything and I can't even get your fucking support? I'm your flesh and blood and you treat me like this! At least I'm being honest with you! Teenagers these days don't even talk about this stuff with their parents or even inform them about ANYTHING, and I'm over here telling you this shit. Whatever. Fine. I can't impress you. I can't make you understand me. I can't do anything. "Jessica you're too young" - Mom
Uhm? Okay? Righht, so I wasn't young when I went out with David right? Okay, okay. Fuck David. He's my best friend. And ONLY my best friend. Yeah we had something on and off through the years but it's different now. I realized that being with David wasn't meant to be. We had good chemistry but we weren't meant to be together. He never made me happy the way Aaron does. And that's what sets Aaron apart from any guy I've ever liked. He gives me feelings I've never felt before, and he truly makes me HAPPY. And it seems like both of you don't understand that. You guys KNEW I like him. So why does it surprise you that we're dating? Yes it seems too soon. It's only been a month of talking to him, and I don't know him very well, but he's different. He's special. I can feel it. I KNOW he'll treat me right, I KNOW he'll take care of me. It took me years to realize me and David weren't meant to be, but it took me 1 day to get me hooked onto this guy, 2 weeks to make me really fall for him, and a month to realize that I actually have someone who likes me for ME, and WANTS to be with me, and cares for me. But you two don't understand that. You guys think, "You're too young." or "You don't even know him." So what.. I'll learn right? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it's my feelings taking over rather than my head. But when someone comes into my life and can change me from bitter to happy? Then I think that means something. There's just something about him.. idk what it is yet but I want to be with him. If you guys can't accept that. Then fuck it. I'm done trying to impress you guys, trying to make you see I'm a good daughter, and see how much I struggle to keep you guys from being disappointed in me. Fuck it. I'm doing me. Whether you guys like it or not.