It's always my fault that we argue.. but what am I supposed to do? Keep everything inside and let you make me unhappy? I tell you what's on my mind because you tell me to.. you're just like me. Keeping things bottled up. I do that all the time, but with you I'm pretty much obligated to tell you what's on my mind. God, I hate how we end some nights. It's not like we're fighting but it ends up on a negative note. Which makes me feel guilty for having to be so hard to deal with.. :\ That's why I've been doubting you lately, because I KNOW I'm hard to deal with, I WILL get bitchy, hypocritical, bipolar, and a pain in the ass but that's up to you to deal with. Sometimes I just feel like you're gonna get tired of dealing with my shit, and just leave. To honest, that's my sad expectation of you and everyone else. Considering how many times people in my life come and go, it's like an automatic expectation.. that everyone's going to leave me at some point. I understand that people come in and out of our lives, and I can't force people to stay in my life if they don't want to. I will gladly open the door for those who choose to leave because someone's decision to leave tells me that they've given up on something that we had and I'm not fighting for someone who won't fight for me anymore. Simple.