So we talked about how we both like the fact that we both go to different schools, but hate that we do at the same time. We agreed that the reason why we like going to different schools is because the distance we have between us makes us long for each other more each day that we don't see each other. But when we do, it's all the more special because we cherish each moment we have together. We hate that we go to different schools because we miss each other so much that it would be nice to see each other more but like I said, distance is good. It kills, but it's good. Lol but there was another part that I kept from him.. there was also another reason why I'm glad we don't go to the same school.
When I though about it, if I went to Eldorado.. I don't think I would have dated Aaron. I guess it's that shady side of myself, who judges sometimes before getting to know a person. His friends are people I hated in middle school, like Sarah Fenner and Ellyn Woolfenden. It's not like they did anything bad to me, but I just did't like people, I still don't. When he said that Sarah was like his sister, I wanted to laugh inside. I mean I already laughed when he admitted that Ellyn had an obsession over him at some point. I felt bad, I can't believe I laughed. I was such a mean judgmental hating-on-everyone son of a bitch in middle school. Lmao We come from 2 different worlds. In a way I sound like a hypocrite because my crowd of people are weirdo orchadorks.. but I know like a variety of different people at my school. I know kids who associate in Band, ROTC, AP/Honors, PAL, Choir, Fashion, Culinary, Art, sports, the party people, etc. *sigh* No wonder he thinks I'm popular. Lol I'm not even popular, I just know a lot of people.. popular kids are the kids that everyone knows. But point being, I hangout with a different crowd of people, and since I tend to judge, if I were to go to Eldorado I wouldn't consider the chance of getting to know Aaron.
BUT.. if he went to my school, there would've been a 85% chance of me dating him because I'm friends with a lot of people at school. But then again, I don't know everyone at school. There's like a thousand kids at my school, so there's that 15% chance I wouldn't.