I'm happy and sad at the same time. I wonder why I feel the way I do, but I have no idea.
Ya know, I miss my friendship with Adrian and Erwin.. it's kinda sad how I'm low key jealous of Joey -_- I feel like I'm replaced.. they're like always together. Then I feel like I'm always the last to know certain things and I feel like I'm left out of the group. Like idk whyyyy. Ughh :( I shouldn't feel this way considering that everyone misses me.
My self esteem just feels really low right now, I have no idea why though. *sigh*