I never thought we'd get here but I guess we've reached that part of the relationship. We've been fighting a lot lately and it's putting a bad impact on what we have. We'd say things to each other that in a way we mean but at the same time we're aware that it's hurting one another and then guilt comes.
We both miss our honeymoon stage.. and it's a bummer that we'll never go back to that. Right now we're at the "Comfortable" stage, I feel like I'm selfish.. Aaron puts more effort in our relationship more than I do, well he has lately and I've always put my friends first before him, I mean he goes and says, "I don't want to be that boyfriend who takes you away from your friends" but in this case, I need to pay more attention to Aaron and I realized I haven't. In a way, I feel like I've been the reason why our relationship got this way in the first place because I've been emotional, angry, and irritable all week. He's had enough to the point where he's starting to do the same to me, and we'll be fighting left and right. I hate it. :\ I know we can get through this together I just really hope this will all pass soon.