You don't fucking care about me, so shut the fuck up. I don't want to hear it. You guys are the most judgmental people on the whole fucking planet. I don't understand what's so wrong with having guy friends in my room. Like what the fuck? What the hell are we doing that's so wrong? Tell me. Cause I really don't know. I'd understand why you guys would be mad if I brought Aaron to my room because he's my bf and I could do so many things with him but David, or Erwin, or Adrian? The fuck am I going to do with them? David and Erwin both have girlfriends, and Adrian's practically gay. Ooooh something sexual is going to happen right? FUCK THAT SHIT. NO. All I was doing was laying down on my bed playing truth or dare with my friends and you're going to assume I'm doing something bad? Wowww. Yeah they were over late at night, it's a weekend. What are you gonna expect from teenagers? "Oh I thought you had a lot of homework to do?" Why would I be doing homework at 2 in the morning? I'm sick and tired of both of your critical comments. Why does it matter whether your a girl or boy? Why does it matter whether your black or white? Why does it matter whether your short or tall? Fat or skinny? Fuck dude. Who gives a fuck? No one cares. I was just having company over, they were leaving at 2:30 anyways. "You just came from a party and you have your friends over." Okay? I'm sorry I didn't want to end my night so early. I'm sorry I actually want to have fun with friends for once. I never really go out with friends. I never do ANYTHING. But when I do, I get shit for it. "You're doing this too much." "You're always going out" LIES. I don't ever go out. I'm always busy with school and shit. Ask my boyfriend. Ask my friends. When do I EVER have a social life? NEVER. And when I start to have one, I get shit for it. "I don't want them in your room anymore." Okay fine. Idgaf. "What were you guys doing in there anyways?" Playing truth or dare. "Why when I walk in you were positioned like this?" The fuck? I was laying down? Assuming I'm doing something, what are you high? "I like that you're friends with Erwin, and I like that Aaron is your boyfriend." Ookay. It's gonna stay that way. Obviously you're assuming I'm interested in Erwin. I bring David to my room, Daddy automatically thinks I'm going to do bad stuff. Is it possible to even make physical contact when I'm on the other side of the bed from David? I don't think so. I HATE MY PARENTS. They're the ones who ALWAYS bring me to my lowest. They're the ones who judge me the most. They're the ones who bring me the most sadness in my life and I'm sick of it. I'm NEVER happy when I get home. I'd rather stay outside in the cold and freeze my ass off than deal with their shit. Fuck you seriously. I can't wait to leave and live on my own.