I'm indecisive, I never know what I really want. I'm confusing, I mumble to myself a lot, I talk to myself, I think waaay too much, I get mad easily, I'm insecure, I'm moody and emotional, I can be a pain in the ass, I'm rude sometimes, sarcastic to the max, I stress myself out for no reason, I get frustrated for a second and get over it the next and it just makes me wonder.. how can you handle me? You mainly see the good side of me. I can be nice, sweet, kind, polite, I do well in school, I do community service here and there, I'm loyal, I can listen when you're upset, I try my best to make you a better person, and according to you, I have. I'm the type of person who says "I love you" to everyone and means it. I throw my love out there because I don't want to be the type of person who's like "Oh I hate everyone." "People are stupid." "I don't like you, why are you talking to me." Yet I kinda still am. Lol But I've learned to tolerate people more. That's what things I've learned from you. I became a better person by being nicer to people, being more lovable, and tolerating people who annoy the fuck out of me. But I still take shit up the ass. I take things seriously and I can't help it.. I just do. It's just me. It's how I've always been. You're so chill about everything, you're apathetic towards a lot of things. You joke around, while I'm over here all serious. We're so alike yet so different in many ways. The good thing is.. I can be funny and humorous. I will do everything in my will to make you happy. When I say I love you, I do. I can't stress how much I do trust you. When you asked "What, you don't trust me? Tell me, how much DO you trust me? Tell me." I was shocked to have been asked that absurd question. Because I give you my complete trust. It may seem like I doubt you often, but that's your own thinking in the making. I don't doubt you. I wonder why you love me sometimes but I'm not doubting your love for me. I know you love me. That's the side of me you need to get used to.. I WILL wonder about things. I wonder why you love me, I wonder how I was given such a wonderful bf, I wonder why my life is shitty yet amazing at the same time, I wonder why I'm never really satisfied with things. "I can never satisfy you." Why do you say shit like that? I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I don't know what I want. I'll want one thing, you give it to me, and then I don't want it anymore. Well I can't help it, that's just how I am. Frankly, I can barely handle myself sometimes.. and you have to handle the fact that I'm indecisive. I won't know what I really want, it's kind of hard to really satisfy me completely, sorry. So it brings me back to my point.. CAN you handle me? You say you can.. well all I've gotta say to you is.. good luck kiddo!