What the actual fuck doe.
Okay so first off, I turned down my nomination because I wanted to spend it with Aaron. I decided, "Oh I'm going to spend homecoming weekend with my bf and we'll go on a date or something." But then I found that he had to work.
Reaction: Fuck that sucks. Oh well, what can I do, he's working.
I let it slide right? So I tell him, "You're going to my homecoming game with me (:" Because I wouldn't see him at all this weekend because of work. I've been excited this whole entire week, and then tell me why he last minute tells me "Oh that's what I forgot to tell you.. I'm going to be doing paper work all day today, so I'm probably not able to go anymore." Stab in the fucking heart. -_- "Why didn't you tell me?" "I didn't find out until today, I've been waiting for an email and call all week." Like who wouldn't be upset? Honestly, I'm not mad at him. I'm just sad at the fact that I don't get to see him all the time. We go to different schools, I'm busy during and after school, I'm so involved it's not only Aaron that I don't talk to. I get it, we both get busy and stuff and it's totally understandable. I don't mind. It's just that, not being able to see him often and rarely talking sucks. It makes me miss him. Yeah we speak to eachother everyday, we saw eachother just last weekend, but that's not enough for me. Call me selfish, but it's not. Because even if we spent last weekend watching a movie we didn't talk about anything. I want to really talk about something, about life or get to know him ever more ya know? I'm just.. upset. Idk, I'm trying to hide it from him but ehhh. Whatever.