Honestly.. I can't believe I broke down and cried this morning -_- It was unnecessary, I didn't have to cry. Ughhh, I hate crying. It's even worse when I'm mad. I haven't cried for a lonnng time. Why now.. ugh. Whatever. I guess it's because I didn't realize it would be so hard to be in this relationship. EVERYTHING is sooo good. Nothing is wrong at all, except for the fact that I don't see him as often as I'd like to or talk to him for that matter. Yeah, we speak to each other everyday but it's not the same as actually having conversation. All we do is "How are you?" "How's your day?" "What are your plans for the day?" No. I don't want that :\ I feel bad for getting upset. I don't want to be, but I am ya know? "I'm sorry being upset earlier.." "No, don't be sorry. You had every right to be upset." I'm just really glad to know how understanding he really is. *sigh*