I almost forgot I had a blogspot. Lol and I wrote like 6 days ago. wtf. Ha Dude I can't believe I can't sleep right now. Like I'm tired but I can't sleep -_- And I have to wake up at damn 4 am.

I guess I'll just get things off my chest.
I secretly hate Erwin for being cute. Putting those good looks to waste dude. Smh. Good personality & looks? Watch me get jealous if you get a girlfriend after your transition. Lmao

It's cool though, I have Aaron (: He's attractive, adorable, and I've been hooked onto his personality from the start so I'm content but I don't know what's been wrong with me lately. I've been missing him for like ever, I've been wanting to talk to him for the longest, and when I DO talk to him I get annoyed and I don't want to talk to him. Like what the hell is wrong with me -___- I don't know how I feel about him right now. Sad part is.. I don't know how he really feels about me. I know he "likes" me. But that's not enough. I've poured my heart out to him this whole summer and I didn't get anything in return. So when he says he'll make it up to me, he better. I swear. It's gonna be a bitch if I fall harder than he does -_- Let's just hope that doesn't happen. But anyways, he graduates tomorrow! I'm sooooo happy he's coming back <3