Aw you're righhhhht, thanks. I feel much better. I guess it really scares me to lose him, after everything I've gone through in the past.. I feel like he's the best thing that's ever happened to me in a VERY long time. It's like these feelings that I haven't had before towards any guy and if I lose it.. then I would probably lay off guys for a long while. I miss him so much Abby, it bums me out-___- *sigh*