Saturday, July 9, 2011
Aw Kathleen was so nice to say those things. She has her moments where I get so pissed off at her because idk what our friendship has come to. I still don't know. But even if our friendship was rocky for awhile, no matter how much things have changed through the years, she was always my best friend. And she still is. That's why it's hard for David to understand, I always complained about her. Lmao how we stopped talking for months or how she avoided me all this time and everything. But I didn't know why I couldn't give up that title. It was something that was hard for me to tell David or make him understand. "She's not your best friend if she treats you this way." Fuck I know it was messed up but idk David. Me and Kathleen had a friendship like no other. She was practically family to me. I had a crappy relationship with her mom, because my mom fucked up my rep. She made me look bad. Kathleen's mom practically told her I wasn't a good influence on her. But see, Kathleen still stayed. She was still my friend even if her mom didn't like me. She was still there for me. She was the person I turned to when I needed a shoulder to cry on. No matter how distant we got, I still considered her as my best friend and I still do<3