Abby. SHUT. THE. HELL. UP. about envying her! You don't have any clue how amazing you are. Just because you feel that she's prettier, or skinnier, or better at tennis, or whatever the fuck it is. SO WHAT. STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO HER. Yes she has Tj, but did you not hear what he told you? He's TIRED of her shit, he doesn't want to be with her but he is because she's a psycho bitch. YOU are his girl best friend, and you said yourself he hasn't had one for a long time, and he REALLY likes you, he cares about you, you argue like a couple, you have great chemistry with this guy and he LIKES YOU. FOR YOU. Do you not get it? She's NOT perfect. YOU'RE not perfect, so STOP. You're making yourself lower your self-esteem for no fucking reason dude. Why do you do that to yourself?-_-

Like I'm not going to tell you you're prettier or she's prettier. Or what you're good at and shit because you should already know that about yourself. Stop trying to compete against her and be yourself. That's what EVERYONE loves about you, everything you are, makes you.. you. I can't stress how amazing you are because no matter how many times I tell you, you won't listen. You yourself has to believe that, and if you don't.. you're not making yourself any better for anyone.

And I WILL be straight up with you, idgaf. I could be a mean bitch for all I care, cause I care about you. I'm just saying.