Monday, June 20, 2011

Ughhhhhhhh. My mom just KNOWS how to fucking piss me offf. I still can't get over what she said to me, I mean I know she's said some fucked up shit in my face but that line was SOOOOO uncalled for. WHAT. THE. FUCK. My whole plan was to pick up my damn ticket from my friend at the school, you refuse to bring me to the school because you're "busy" and so Erwin, as a good friend offers to give me a ride there, and your bitchasss goes, "Who's Erwin? Why are you going? You're going to get pregnant from the choices you make." WHAAAAAAT THEEEEE ACTUAL FUUUUUUCK. You don't fucking tell me that shit. Erwin can't drive you dumbass. I told you specifically that "Erwin and his MOM can bring me" And you go and tell that shit to my face?! It hurts dude. Like you say fucked up shit to my face and there's only so much shit I can tolerate and you go this far? What the hell is wrong with you? Like I can't get over how much of BITCH you are. You're the most disrespectful BITCH I have EVER KNOWN. And you lose your charger and I accidentally break Jan's charger so I feel bad that you guys have no way to charge your phones so I voluntarily give you my charger and you fucking LOSE IT. Then you have the audacity to yell at me and get all mad because I called you a child for losing MY shit? Oh hell no. Don't give me a temper tantrum, you're not a child. Act your age. You go and throw shit around the house and take your anger out on everyone else BUT me because you're mad at me. You're just mad because you can't accept the fact that I'm right all the time! I tell you what you do and how you treat others and you just push me away acting like you're so innocent. Like how can you go and talk shit about my dad to your "friends" and say he abandons us or doesn't pay the bills or doesn't care? Like seriously? You're fucked up in the mind. He works SOOO hard for this family and you take advantage of it. And you make up shit. "If you want to go yell at someone, go yell at your stepmom!" Bitchasss nigga, get off me. Stop your bullshit, and get some help. Seriously. Your own insecurities are seriously eating you alive, you blame everyone for allll your mistakes you've made in the past. How about you admit that you're WRONG for once and your psycho-ness could lessen. Cause everyone's tired of your bullshit. You've been doing this all your life. Even your family in HI don't want to see you whenever they visit Vegas. Because they're tired of your bullshit. Everyone is tired. You're full of shit, that no one cares anymore. Like I seriously don't care. If you guys divorce, fuck.. have a nice life. Cause I'm done being sad, I'm done being mad all the time, I'm done with the problems and anxiety and tension. I want to be HAPPY, and you simply don't know what that means and how to be. I need you out of my life. It makes things so much easier. I've finally found happiness, but you consistently ruin it. I was texting "A" and of course I smiled, because he made me happy.. then you go and hit me w/ a paper and tell me, "Why are you smiling? Why are laughing?" Fuck your face. Just cause you're not happy, don't ruin it for others. Apparently you don't know what that means because you consistently ruin everyone's happiness. I'm just done dude.