Gawwwwwwd. I fuckin hated Friday!-_- I forgot to rant about it last week. Just everything pissed me off, the wind especially.. I was alone most of the time:\ well that's how I felt. Everyone was off in their own little groups and I was alone, the third fucking wheel. I didn't even want to go to the game, but Steph wanted me to, so I said why not. I regretted it as we walked towards the bleachers, it was FREEEEEZING.

And like it makes me sad that I've drifted apart from the people I thought I'd be friends with for a long time, but then again. Fuck it. If they wanna leave, I can't stop them. I wanna just meet new people already and be happy again. Having the feeling of being replaced sucks, seeing them happy with other people sucks, because you're over here left thinking, "The fuck did I do? Why'd you leave me when I needed you the most?" And you can't help but feel sad all the time, because there's no one new to be the "new them". To enjoy "their" company. To talk to "them" about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. To feel "close" with someone, and feel like only you 2 have that bond and no one else. Yupp. It sucks. But what can you do? People suck.