Ya know, I hope it bothers you that I haven't called you yet. It's been like.. 2 weeks since I've talk to you. Yeah you're right, "I wasn't reassuring." This time, I didn't call on purpose. Wanna know why? Because YOU as my best friend, I thought would have been one of the few to really understand the fact that for those 2 fucking weeks I was stressed and depressed, I specifically told you I haven't talked to A LOT of my close friends and you had the damn audacity to tell me I wasn't being reassuring? I didn't want to fucking lie to you and say, "Oh hey. I'm not calling you until 3 weeks later. Just so you know." I told you I've been busy, I told you I was upset with the fact that my sister's leaving to Guam and you're going to make me feel like "the jerk" once again? Oh just fabulous. Fanfreakintastic-_- Fuckin asshole. Ya know? You can be the sweetest person I know but at the same time be the biggest asshole ever just by the simplest shit you do. How the hell? Gawd you irk. And I haven't even talked to your ass in forever! Man, I think I'm taking it up the ass or something, but it just sucks because I straight up talked to you about it, about how I felt like a jerk.. not talking to you in awhile because I don't have time to or I just don't feel like talking to any of my friends these days.. and you said you were fine w/ it. How could you go and say you're fine about it and then imply that it bothers you that I don't call by your response to me saying "I wasn't reassuring"? It doesn't make any sense to me at all. That's why I've held a grudge since then. I go and tell you "I'll talk to you soon!" and I really was being honest too! I really waas gonna call "soon" buut since you had to be a rude crab about me not calling often, I just haad to do it on purpose. Give you what you wanted, ya know? "Soon" doesn't mean tomorrow or the next day, but it's not like I said "later." which was really implying weeks on end or if not maybe months or something.. later could mean anything. But I didn't say later, did I? NO. I said SOON. Which didn't give you the right to treat me like I don't even care about our friendship. I'm the one who carries our friendship in the first place anyways! You barely talk to me about ANYTHING. I can't just act like I'm fine w/ talking to a wall, because I'm not fine w/ it. I'm sorry I don't call as often as you want me to but you just don't get it! Take the hint buddy! YOU. ARE. BORING. & I'm not even gonna lie, it sounds rude bluntly saying you're boring, but really.. it's the truth! Scouts honor. Lol I swear, I can already predict our whole conversation. I mean all you say is, "So.. what's there to talk about?" or "Uhh, I don't know what to say to that." Those are the 2 lines that I here you say EVERY FLIPPING TIME. Can you just not? Like seriously. You are the most irking person I have ever known in my life. My whole existence. The whole world. The whole freakin universe. You're at the same 'irk level' as my mom dude! Do you know how SAAAAD that is? That's the worst level to EVER be at. EVER. EVERRRRRRRRRR. Just sayin.