What the actual fuck. Tonight was just a whole bunch of bullshit. So we were supposed to sleepover my sister's house just because, and comes to show her land lord was supposed to visit over the weekend and so it was a reliever that me and Jan were coming over, so we could help out ya know? So it's like 10 at night, and I'm exhausted as fuck.. see my whole plan was to sleep on the couch right when we got there but when we got there.. Jo was hoggin the bitch, and the 'rents were still there, so I decided to just chill out and go on the computer to wait. As we're there, all I hear is Jojo yelling her ass off and giving attitude the whole time, and it just BUGS. Like seriously? It's late at night and you're gonna act all rude around us? Just shutup. Then she goes and has the nerve to call me "Anti-social" because I'm not over there w/ her, talking and whatnot. Isn't it clear that I'm tired? So of course her voice is just itchin and I go "No. I'm tired. You're irritating." Knowing her, she flips out like a fuckin chihuahua and yells at me sayin "How the hell am I irritating?! Get off my damn computer! Why the hell are you even here then if you're gonna act like a bitch? Fuckin leave if you're gonna act like that." and so I'm crabby already of course I'm gonna defend myself. I wasn't even acting like a bitch in the first place. So I get off cause I don't even want to be in her prescence, her negative zen throws my mood off balance. So I took her suggestion, like she wanted.. I decided to leave. We all left together. There was NO point in being there and mommy was all trying to tell me, "Jesss, she needs help. Help her. She's the only one cleaning, and taking care of the kids." Fuck your face. All you fucking do is defend your favorite fucking daughter. Shut the fuck up and get off me. You weren't even in this in the first place so SHUTUP.I'm so angry. Like it's not even cool. Everything was fine until you just haad to call me "Antisocial." All I wanted was an apology and I would've stayed. But NO. You had to be a little pussy and lose the help you needed. It's SAD how you aren't appreciative. You're given SO MUCH, and you don't even give a damn shit. You didn't have to treat me that way. I don't deserve to be treated like scum when I was willing to take a weekend to volunteer to clean your house. FOR FREE. If you weren't the way you were, your life wouldn't be so hard. You would have friends if you weren't so fake and chose your fake ass boyfriend over them. Your family wouldn't resent you if you didn't take advantage of them so often, and taking care of the kids wouldn't be so difficult if you just knew how to interact w/ them and manage your time wisely to actually clean up around the house. I get it, you're a "single" military mom, but do you think you're the only one out there NOT in your situation? Some people have it worse than you do & that's why it's so upsetting because you're so freakin lazy & unappreciative. You should be THANKFUL. Sadly.. you aren't.

And I realized that was probably the first time I EVER stood up for myself infront of Jojo. I'm like proud of myself, but at the same time I'm not, because that wasn't how I wanted to end the night. I also can't help but feel like I was wrong to do what I did, and my parents don't really seem too happy about my decision:\ I dont knoww.. the way I see it, "Appreciate the help you're offered, bc if you lose it.. you lose it all." and it's true, she doesn't have any friends, she doesn't have a boyfriend that she can trust, who doesn't really treat her right, and right now.. her family is all that she has, and she's just throwing us away by her rude manners, her lack of appreciation, and unnecessary attitude.