So I broke down earlier, after re-reading my post:\ and what you've written Abby. It's like I feel your pain too, it sucks. And I wasn't expecting to break down at such a random moment, the tears just started pouring. Then my stupid mom ruined my mood. She really pisses me off. Like how can you just put words in my mouth and act like you know everything? I've been depressed for over a week and NOW you notice? Show's how much you notice or even care right? Cause you're always home, and asking me how my day was, or considering how much I go through everyday while your psycho money hungry ass helps me ever so much. Right? Well thanks mom, for nothing. Cause all we ever get is bullshit from your ass! "I do so much for this family." Well then, tell me.. what have you done that's been ever so grateful for our family? Tell me! Cause I'm dying to hear it, all you bring is unnecessary endless drama to our family and we're all not happy because of how you act! You don't even realize how crazy you really are. It's so sad. "You know, I know how you feel, I'm going to miss her too. She's done so much for the family." Fuck dude! Get the fuck off me bro! Get your shit straight too! YES, I'm sad that my sister's leaving. But NO, she's not even the main reason I cried! And the fact that you think that she's the main reason I'm sad, reaaally pisses me off. Because you just DON'T KNOW what's going on in my life. How much pain I go through. I'm sad because I feel like everything I have is just slipping out of my hands, my best friends aren't even close to me anymore, I don't even honestly think people really love me, I give my fucking all for everyone, I'm ALWAYS there, I'm always the one to be there when someone is breaking down or sad, but no one's there for me! It fucking sucks, because you think you know people, but in the end you really don't. They say, "I'm always here for you." Stop lying to me, geez. I'm tired of trusting people, and in the end my trust in them was a complete waste. That's why it's hard for me to trust anyone anymore because I'm always putting an effort in my friendships and some people don't even make the effort. A friendship takes 2, not one. #ForeverAlone:(