Today was so BLAH-___-

APUSH:I was tired, dressed all bummish, and took notes.

AP Psych:I hate this period so much! It's so boring. I dread it, terribly.

Guidance-It was pretty chill I guess. "You're supposed to set an example Jess." "I'm hungry okay?" "Mr. Olsen, Jessica's eating chocolate." "Shhh. It's a secret." Hahaha "Not anymore(x"

Zoology H: Had a Sub today, watched a gross ass video. Things that happen to people when they get bitten by poisonous animals:\ Nasty nasty.

Lunch: It was boring with Joseph being absent. We all missed him, how sad. Haha but it was calming. I actually liked it, I talked to Dena finally. I haven't actually talked to her about anything, I mean I see her everyday, but ever since she moved and got a bf, we don't talk as much and I've missed her.. I kinda feel replaced by Katie, in a way:| ew, it's my jealousy talking again. lmfao

Orchestra: BORING AF. I hate the kids in my class, I miss orchestra from Middle School and Freshman year. In middle school, everyone was literally my second family, they knew me, & I always had fun, & in freshman year, we were all cool. They didn't annoy me, & I was friends with most of them, but this year I just don't clique with them, I don't like them at all. I'm quiet af, they think i'm weird(& not in a good way). The only people I like are Maele and Brian. Matthew is the biggest kiss ass i've ever fuckin met. Get over yourself you stupid freshman. Ugh, not the biz. Tryna sell chocolate to us, HELLO you fool.. why are you selling chocolate to people who are selling chocolate themselves? Stupid idiot. And then Cristina! God damn! You annoy the hell outta me, first it was cause you had some of my clothes, and my sandals my tita gave me, and I don't even wear that shit no more cause your jocker ass has it. Seeing them on you, make me not like them and think they're not cute anymore. Omg and don't get me started on your damn attitude! With your dirty looks and shit.. I wanna strangle your ass. You don't even know.

Algebra II H: I loved that class, that's when my mood just immediately changed, and I felt happy. Kathy literally made my day, so I wrote her a little post it, because she seemed really bummish the whole day and so I wrote, "I just want to let you know that you are a very beautiful young lady and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I love you kiddo! -Jessica B" and the look on her face was priceless. I love making people smile or happy(: It just makes me happy and little did I know, she would make me a post it as well. She wrote, "Aww! Thank you corazon! You are also beautiful & dress very cute every day & you are an incredible friend! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise! P.S. You're also very smart! Love you mucho -Kathy E." and that just boosted my self-esteem, that made me happy. Because honestly, I was at the virge of feeling like, no one loved me and cared for me, I always give my all to everyone and they don't care about me shitless. Like why do I always say "I love you" to everyone, and they don't say it back? Does no one love me? and I've been kinda sad lately because I felt unloved and uncared for. Kathy's post it made me realize everyone loves me they just don't need to remind me everyday, I should just know it instantly without any questions.

English Lit.: Lalala love this period! Nora, Liz, and Gino are just the highlight of the end of my school days. Hahah I guess Nora and Gino switched seats today and Nora sat beside me(: She's so freakin funny! "So how do you spell your name?" "S-H-A-D-I-A-M-O-N-D" "Dayummm, you fancy." Hahaha(x Oh Nora. and then I tried to pull a joke on Gino but the bastard ruined it! "Hey Gino wanna hear a joke?" "Yeah sure, w'sup." "Vagina" "..Uh, what?" "vagina." ... "you don't get it?" "well yeah.. I get it.." Nora-"Wait a minute, I don't get it!" "Yeah and you never will." Hahahah Liz-"Ohh. Hahahah" Seee. At least Liz gets me. Geez la weez Gino Delgado, you ruin my jokes bro.

Then I was happy the remaining of the time ya know? But when we went to pick up Jan.. my mood dissappeared:| It was like a 2 hour type thing, grr. And now i'm blogging, FB-ing, and gonna start homework sooon. I need to do it. Pronto.