In every good day, there's something bad that always has to ruin it.

Why do you have to do this to me? Why? I don't deserve this. OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES. You don't see who you really are. It's such a dissappointment. You go and blame us for buying all that shit at the mall, and you're the bitch who wanted to go! Don't blame us for your fucking mistakes. That's all you do. & I'm tired of it, I'm tired of you. I'm tired of your lies. I'm tired of your bullshit. I'm tired of you being the one reason from keeping me happy. I'm just TIRED. Physically and Emotionally. It's getting the best of me, I can't hold up anymore. I wanna cry every now and then for no reason. It's those little things you do to make me mad. I automatically explode because I can't take your bull! and you wonder why I seem to like my dad more. You just don't get it! We're all tired of your shit! We don't want to be around you because you always have something negative to say in EVERYTHING. You suck the happiness out of everyone because you're not happy yourself. So you put it on all of us. You make shit up just to start fights. Like what the fuck? Really? Why can't there ever be peace? Why can't we just stop fighting? Why? Why can't you just simply blame yourself for once, see what you're doing to our family, listen and understand the words that you tell everyone. Just do it. Then you'll see why we are the way we are. I don't respect you because you don't simply respect me. It's as simple as that. It goes 2 ways. "I don't want you to be my daughter anymore" Fine! I'm fine with that! As long as your happy right? "Just go live with your dad!" Whatever. At least he doesn't fight with me, at least he doesn't twist my shit around whenever we're having a conversation, at least he's here to listen, at least he helps me whenever i'm having problems, at least he provides shit for the family. He's more of a father to me than you will ever be a mother to me. You haven't been there for me enough to even let me trust you. Your lies are the whole problem. I DON'T TRUST YOU. I can't live with someone I don't trust. If he's cheating, then there. I'll take your side, cause you were all right. But no, I can't do that! I don't have proof. I don't believe you because it's all just words to me. He shows me his flight and everything, if you didn't lie so much and didn't make shit up for no reason then our relationship wouldn't be this way. It's not a matter of who's side i'm taking it's the proof that's given to me. It's honesty. He's the ONLY one working for a family of 4. A family of 4 mom. Think about it! Why else does he work so hard? With the way you spend and the way he spends with gambling and smoking there's no wonder we have bad credit. Think about the facts, be logical, be reasonable, THINK about it. Instead of making shit up and believing your own lies. You don't even trust me, and i'm your daughter! You don't trust your family. And that's the sad part. TRUST. The main problem in this family. It's not about money, it's not about "he's cheating" "she's full of shit" It's about trusting eachother, and that's something we all lack. "Is that all that matters to you? Money?" "Yeah pretty much" "You act like money is everything! Money doesn't give you a family or friends" "You don't have ANYTHING without money." That's the biggest and most utterly devastating response I have EVER had from you. Money must really be your one priority. Cause it's obviously not your family. You say your family means everything to you, but do we really? You treat us like shit. You may have good intentions to an extent but you don't know how much crap you put us through. And all that crap that you've put us through just piles up each and every single day you continue to treat us poorly, and each and every single day you're simply pushing us away. It's sad to say that, but it's true. I just wish you could see that:( I love you, but i'm tired.. I'm done.