ugh. >:|

you're really gonna do that to me? like how can you go and cancel plans w/ me when I haven't seen your ass in what like 2 effing months ago and you aren't gonna answer my call, reply to my comments, oh and get off effing line on the IM shet when i try to talk to you.. and i have to effing find out you're in a relationship based on thee internet?! like seriously? wtcrap, you're my best friend, don't you think you should at least call me and let me know? like wtf really? just pull that shet on me.. maybe i'm overreacting maybe i'm not, buut i know for a fact that ain't cool, how the hell are we suppose to maintain our friendship if you're not even gonna try to talk to me? or make time for your 'other' friends? i may sound selfish somehow in this buut idgaf.. i'm tired of feeling like i'm losing my best friends and feeling like it's alll my fault that we're drifting away. right now all i know is that i have 4 best friends.. didn't i start out w/ 8?:/ i lost like half of them.. idet to the other ones, fml. and you're still my best friend but if we're not gonna talk at all then idk anymore.. i might just wait til this month is over i guess, if you at least try to talk to me then it'll change.. cause i'm tired of starting the conversations, making plans, and trying to keep our friendship strong. it's not a oneway freakin friendship.. both of us are suppose to keep it strong and right now i feel like i'm the only one doing something about it. wthaaail dawg.-___-