fawk:/

goodnesss. i'm like really upset right now.. you've let me down once again. why do you do this to me? you never keep your word when you say something, you say sorry to me but frankly i can't seem to believe you anymore. i'm losing my trust from you, i really am, and i pretty much tell you that i am but you seem to not care or you don't listen to a word i say(as always-__-).. do you want me to not keep contact w/ you or something just for you to understand me? i can't even tell you my problems because for some reason it always ends up w/ me becoming the blame. 'i love you' or 'i'm sorry' or 'i promise':/ really now?.. it's been so repetitive that really those words are just going straight through my ears.. i'm so tired of my expectations from you when i know for a fact that you'll let me down. i just can't stop giving you chances, sooner or later these chances will be given to you way too many times that one day i'll finally give up on you:(