I feel like I'm being so clingy and crazy. I don't know. I try my best to have time to talk to Aaron as much as I can but I feel like a nuisance. I fucking called like 2 times today. It's just hard... I go to school stress about homework and tests. Then I go to work and stress about the further training I need for work. He's all I want to talk to when I'm going through all this pressure. He calms me down. Sometimes I take out my anger out on him or I pick on him and act like an asshole but really he's the only person that can put up with the shit I give him. Maybe we're just too busy now? He has study for his GED, do chores 24/7, and look for a job. I try my best to squeeze him in my schedule but with his parents restricting him from talking to me, it makes everything so much harder. I'm left here on my own to cope with the stress. He's my stress reliever. I depend on him to just keep me sane. So when I DON'T talk to him, I seriously go insane.
But yenno, maybe we just need space. That's probably just it. So we have enough space to do whatever we need to do...
He needs to get his own damn phone, we need to get our licenses, get a car, and move out. I seriously need to get on my shit.