Your parents are so controlling. They look down upon you because you're over weight, they don't even let you eat dinner sometimes, you're 18 and you can't go out much, you have your license and you can't even drive anywhere, they don't let you go to California for one day with your brother, you don't even look comfortable or happy in your own house, you want to go to college for music & philosophy but your parents don't support you, you can't even strive for your own dreams because they hold you back, you can't act like yourself in front of your family because they'll judge you. How fucking sad. Idk.. I feel bad for you. Your parents shelter you from the world. It's worse than Emmeline's mom. I just don't understand how your parents could treat you like that, you're scared to even do little things because "your parents will get mad." Fuck your parents dude, be yourself. Be you.
Haha, who am I kidding? That's not gonna happen. You're gonna stay listening to your parents. It's no problem, it's actually really good, but you don't have the guts to even try to change things and express yourself the way you want to because you're afraid of your own parents' judgments. Your parents don't even know you.