Last night was the best and scariest night of my life..
I don't regret it, it was a special moment for both of us.. and I know it was pretty stupid and reckless to have even tried without protection. I knew what I was getting myself into. But.. my hormones and curiosity got the best of me.
I am currently suffering from extreme guilt, fear, and sadness.
I'm guilty for letting it go that far.
I'm scared of being in this situation.
I'm sad because you're not even talking to me right now :'( I'm trying my best to stay calm but I'm scared and guilty more than anything. I need you.
Later on wife is going to pick me up and we're gonna go buy a morning after pill so hopefully by the end of today, everything will be fine.