I'm sorry that I'm so difficult. I make things so hard on you, and I hate it. I didn't want to be that type of girl that says one thing, but really wants the opposite. Fuck dude, timothydelaghetto was right. Lol "That bitch is lyin!" Haha I just.. idk. I'm sorry I'm confusing, I'm sorry that I don't tell you things straight up, I'm sorry that I change plans so drastically (it's my parents fault. They don't know how to give me a straight answer.) I'm just sorry.. How can you be so perfect for me and yet have such a terrible girlfriend? You tell me I'm just as amazing and all but I feel like I could do better for you. You deserve a lot more than I give to you. You're better at showing your feelings than I can.. the only way I can show my feelings is through writing or music. I just don't know how to express them very well, and that's why it sucks that you "question" whether I love you sometimes, even if you're joking.. I bet you question me regardless. Point being, I just wish I didn't complicate things. :P