Before I give my letter away for him to keep I'm gonna write down what I wrote in my 6 monthiversary w/ Aaron <3 (:
Dear Aaron, I know this is so cliche but I honestly never knew how much you would mean to me when I first met you. I never thought that I would find my "perfect" boyfriend either. I thought you were going to be a typical boy who I would get to know and become really good friends with but after everything that has happened during the summer of 2011, it was obviously more than just friends between us. Thanks to you I got the summer romance I've always wanted, definitely a check off of my bucket list. Lol Then my 17th birthday came along, I spent it with this creep that called me "babygirl." He asked me to be his girlfriend; I couldn't help myself considering that I liked this kid a lot so I said, "Yes." Haha but I have to admit, that day sparked the turning point of the beginning of my senior year. I found the other half of me, (and no, it's not Bob or Craig. Haha) it's you of course. During these past 6 months together you've seen me at my best and you've seen me at my worst. You're always there for me when I need you. You're not only my favorite boyfriend, or some silly guy I'm in love with, but you've also become one of my best friends. You take care of me, you accept me for who I am even with all of my flaws and my little quirks, and you give me a better perspective on everything. You've changed me, believe it or not. Changed me into a better person and brought me pure happiness when I almost forgot what it felt like to be happy again. You found me when I was broken, and somehow you magically put me back together. Remember when I told you, I never believed in 'forever?' I never believed in forever because I didn't know if I could believe in something I never knew existed, but you, my love, made me believe in something I never thought I would ever believe in. 'Forever' wouldn't be the same if I didn't have you. You're really special to me, I hope you know that. At times, I know I can be a jerk or in your case, abusive. Potato, Tomato, whatever helps you sleep at night. Ha but in all honesty, I truly absolutely love you. Heck I adore you! (: No matter how much I tell you I love you or scream it to the world; it will never describe how much I feel about you. You are one of the rare people I would give up my precious sleep for, the one person who has never left my mind from day one, the only person who can still manage to give me butterflies no matter how long we've been together, and the only person that still holds my heart. Happy 6 month Anniversary babe <3 Love Always, Jess
