I feel bad that every time I'm with Aaron and we're with a bunch of our friends we kiss eachother like a million times. I don't mean to, and I personally hate PDA yet I still do it :\ I feel like I'm being rude that's why every time we kiss in front of my friends I ALWAYS always always always have to say sorry because I'd feel awkward if my friends did that in front of me, like I wouldn't know how to act or what to do. But then again I can't help it because my relationship isn't like most girls where they get to see their boyfriends all the time. With my busy schedule, I can barely fit anyone in it :\ I only get to see Aaron 2 times the rest of the month. Cause I have community service commitments and then school commitments like rehearsals until 4-5 in the afternoon and then the musical. It kills. Knowing I can't spend so much time with him. So when I get to see Aaron or spend time with him it's like seeing the one you love for the first time every time..

sooo.. I guess that's my excuse to be okay with PDA when in comes to me and Aaron.. but fuck I hate PDA -_- I'm such a hypocrite. HAHAHA