These past couple of days have been either the best or terrrrrible. -__-
I've been irritable towards everything, like even Aaron is annoying me. He isn't doing much but I don't even want to talk to him for awhile. It's been 3 days since I've talked to him. I feel bad that I'm so mean to him, "To be honest, you've been annoying me lately." Lmao no one just admits things like that. Hahaha I wonder how he deals with my shit? (x I hate myself sometimes. Ha
Then I got in to the talent show! I'm sooo happy :D 50 people auditioned and me & Kristine were the few 17 people to get in (: (: (:
My mom's been a twat for the past 3 weeks. She's the reason I hate lying, fake, untrustworthy freakin people. She's done the most lying in my life. She talks shit behind my back and then acts like everything is cool in my face. I'm not stupid, I don't buy that shit. I hate how she goes and says "He's leaving Jess, you can't wait around for him." The fuck are you implying? Do you not realize I know what I got myself into? I KNOW, my boyfriend is going to be gone for awhile. A couple months apart WILL be hard, but I love him.. I'm not gonna let distance away from him tear our relationship apart. Are you implying that I should break up with him? Don't give me that shit. You of all people shouldn't give relationship advice, it sucks.. trust me. I'll do me, and you do you. Plain and simple.