I'm so tired of your shit right now. What have I done so wrong to deserve this every single day of my life? Why do you do the things you do? Why? Why do you torture me with your constant shit? I can't take it dude. That's all I get from you two, criticism. All I ever do is never good enough. You judge me by everything I do, everything I have, everything I am and yet it's just not enough. Nothing I do will ever make you guys proud, or treat me any better. I'm always treated the worst out of everyone in the family. How can you have the audacity to tell me "You used to take care of Jan." Fuck you. I DO. I always HAVE, since the day she was born! I will NEVER in my life stop taking care of her, I practically raised her and for you to tell me that really pisses me off to the edge where I want to bang your head against the wall. Don't you EVER tell me I stopped taking care of my little sister, if anything look in the mirror and tell yourself that because you stopped caring about us a lonnnng time ago.