Sunday, December 11, 2011

"Well I'm sorry I care too much. You're lucky you have parents that care."
Care? Excuse me care?? You DON'T care about me. If you cared about me, you would ask me how my day was. If you cared, you would get upset at my grades and encourage me to do better. If you cared, you would listen to me when I needed you. If you cared, you wouldn't compare me to my siblings. If you cared you would never tell me you regret having me and wish you had an abortion. If you cared, you wouldn't give up on me so easily to my dad. If you cared, you wouldn't argue about the littlest things just to argue with everyone around you. If you cared, you'd be considerate about other's feelings. If you cared, you wouldn't cause so much drama and assume the lowest of everyone in your life. If you cared, you wouldn't make everyone's lives miserable just because you're unhappy and you feel that your life is miserable. If you cared... you wouldn't treat me this way.. and maybe.. just maybe.. would I truly consider you as a mother.. but I can't.

You don't act like one. You act like a child. You bring me to my lowest. You're irresponsible. It would take a lifetime to convince me you can be a good mom. Treating your family like shit, is a bad example of trying to be a "mother."