It's like you're asking for us to end..
Stop acting like that. I understand how much you care for me, I understand how important I am to you. But do you have no faith at all whatsoever? Why do I feel like you don't? You make me feel like shit because I feel like it's my fault. It's my fault that I make things so difficult. I'm never satisfied. I'm always angry. I'm always tired. I'm always busy. It's ALWAYS my fault.
I feel like you have no faith in us.. with you always thinking we might break up.. I don't know if you realize this but every time you do this you're actually pushing me away. So stop. Seriously. -_-

You neeeed to slow down dude.. you keep talking about marriage and how we're gonna end up living together and shit. Calm fucking down. I can't predict my future. I don't know if that's going to happen. You need to live in the present not the future.. *sigh*