No matter how much you guilt trip me over how I spent it with Aaron, I'm sooo glad I spend it with him. For once, I felt at peace. It sad how I come home, and I'm automatically heated. I'm not even happy at home. I'm stressed, under pressure, negativity just surrounds the house. I can't.. live this way. I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to be mad either. Yet you guys put that in my life. That's why I'm so thankful to have Aaron, he keeps me sane. If I didn't have him, I'd probably living in misery, all emo, sad and mad all the time, stressed more than ever.. I just can't.. You seriously need to get a reality check and understand that I'm older now. "I'm trying to look for your costumes from before." Yo. You DO realize those are costumes from like 6 years ago right..? Come back to the present. Stop living in the damn past! If anything I'd want to dress up cute this year, I didn't even dress up cause.. I just didn't feel it. It didn't even feel like Halloween.. You fucking irritate me. I feel like hanging myself just being in your presence. -___-