Sunday, October 2, 2011

Lol. I keep replaying last night over and over (x It was a really good way to spend our first month together that's for sure. Regardless of the fact that he says his family likes me or thinks I'm cute.. I still don't like how I met them or how I was presented when being introduced to them. He just doesn't understand my perspective. With being Asian, we're all about being respectful and all that jazz. And yes, I AM innocent. I make myself appear innocent with parents and adults because all I want is to respect them. All I want is to make a good first impression. But last night, with me meeting your family on top of you? That's just not acceptable. That makes me look bad. I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it >_< Yeah I'm not as innocent as I usually am when I'm with you, but that's because I'm only like that WITH you. You get to see that side of me, because you bring it out of me. I don't know what else to tell you. I don't want to make myself presented like that while my sister and your sister and their friends are in the other room, or even your mom! You're mom kept coming in and out every time. Especially your aunt, grandma, and grandpa. I don't care if they could see or not, the way I present myself to others is important to me.