I have never been so ANGRY and ANNOYED by you in my life until now! I'm so fucking happy I didn't see you yesterday. You would've had it from me, I would've yelled at your ass in a fucking parking lot. I wouldn't even care if it were infront of a lot of people! I don't know if I can trust you right now.. you're losing my trust from the shit you do. How many times do I have to tell you "Stop ditching." "I don't want you ditching anymore, promise me you'll stop." "Get your grades up." Fuck dude, I'm not your parent! I shouldn't be telling you this! You act like a fucking child! I didn't sign up for this. I didn't want to be in a relationship with a guy who acts like a little child who thinks everything is all fun and games, 'I'm just not gonna give a fuck about school and have fun with my friends and blow my fucking paycheck on them.' Nigga bitch, that's how you've been pretty much acting. I shouldn't even find these things out from your family and friends in the first place. I don't even know if I believe that you've gotten your grades up. I'm sick and tired of having to deal with your bullshit. I don't know whats real and not anymore.. I'm beginning to question whether you love me or not. Question is.. do you love me enough to change? If you prove to your family you've got your shit together, then you can prove me wrong. You're the reason why we barely talk anymore.. I hope you realize that, "I've fucked up, I'm sorry." Everytime you say that I forgive you. I tell you to stop saying that because you haven't. Everything's fine. But right now, it's not fine. You've fucked up big time. We barely talk to eachother, we barely see eachother, you may or may not graduate from the shit you've been doing, you've got over 10 unexcused absences from ditching, your grades are crappy, you almost got your dad in trouble.. he could go to freaking jail because you've been ditching so much! Your friends are fucking underclassmen! They look up to you! "If Baker ditches, I'm gonna ditch too! :D" That's just how it is. You're the influence you big dummy. Do you realize that? Obviously not. I need you to change. I need you to grow up. Stop acting like this. Why are you acting out anyways? You can't tell me that you've been having problems at home and you just feel that this relieves you, because I'VE been having problems at home, yet you don't see me acting out. Considering the shit I go through every day all my life, you would expect I would be the type of person to rebel but no. I have good morals and standards, I know I want a better life for myself, and even though my parents can't give me that, I have to give myself a better life. I choose to have good grades, my parents don't give a shit about my grades. As for yours, they do.. and you go on and fuck up your grades. I hate school just as much as you do trust me, that's been my motto since 1st grade. But I know better, I've always had a mature mind set and I guess I need to change that aspect about you.. I need to guide you to a better path. According to my dad.