Well even if I love him, I seriously can't think this way. I can't think that he's actually perfect. It's just too soon. I'm just expecting too much too soon and I'm going to end up hurting myself in the end because what if he really isn't perfect for me? It's just a whole role I'm giving him. I tell him he's perfect because that's what I think and that's the thing.. I can't believe everything I think. But I mean it makes sense.. when you're in love you're blind. Oblivious to things you don't realize until later. I'm trying my best not to be blinded though, I've done a pretty bangin job though.. balancing out bf, school, family, and friends (: So let's hope I keep up the good work. Lol