Thank the lord for this day man. I'm so happy I don't have to go to school. I'm gonna go sleep in a bit. But I need to let out some thoughts.

I can't help but feel like you're doubting our relationship again -_- It's like it's hard for you to understand that I won't ever leave you. If anything, I'm scared you would leave me. I have so many flaws it's not even funny. Yes you mean a lot to me, it would severely crush me to lose you. But why think that now? It bothers me a bit that you like to talk/think dirty a lot but it's fine.. if that's how you are then so be it. Idgaf. I'll straight up tell you when you're getting annoying. I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I do it to everyone else, you're no different. I wish you could stop saying sorry for the littlest things. It's like you have a very guilty conscience. And for what? What have you done so bad to make you have such a guilty conscience? I get it. You've lost a lot of girls from certain things you've done. I'm NOT like them. I'm pretty understanding, so it shouldn't be a problem. But in time, you'll learn to trust me better. I mean I've been opening up in baby steps.. soo we'll see how things go from here. We're progressing, at least that's a plus (: