Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh Kristine you annoy me -___- Why do you complain so much about being lonely yet you can't even simply trust people or keep friends? I sound so harsh right now, but its the truth. There's only so many people who can always be there for you, but it's a matter of communication. You can't always complain about people not being there for you when you don't even straight up tell them that somethings wrong. I'd fuckin be there if you even talked to me. No one can read your mind woman! Stop complaining -____- "I'm lonely." "I've drifted from so many people." "I don't have any friends." "I miss everyone" Bitch if you really missed us then make a fucking effort to talk to us than sitting around moping and shit. Ugh I can't stand seeing your tumblr posts when you complain about being lonely. Usually I let it go but it's getting sooooo annoying! UGhhhhhhh. What's wrong with you.

I mean I know EXACTLY how you feel. I really do. I spent most of my junior year feeling that way. But I never complained about being lonely and EVERYONE leaving me. I gave my all to a lot of people last year, I tried so hard to keep Patricia's friendship, and then things got a little rocky with Dena, and then my grandma and great grandma died, then Jojo & the kids leaving to Guam, and with my parents fighting every single day. It was hard and I was broken most of the time. But I never complained about being lonely. I put so much care into everyone else except myself and that's why I was so broken.. because I forgot about myself. About my own happiness. But after my sister left. That's when I realized I had to change. I realized I have to be happy for myself and accept things the way they are. Then BAM, I met Aaron. Lol Now I can finally say that I'm actually quite happy. My parents don't fight quite as often, I mean they still do but I stopped caring. And my bond w/ Jan has gotten much closer. And my friendships w/ Abby and Kathleen are a lot stronger as well, I've spent a lot more time with them this summer than any of my friends from school. I think it's funny. My relationship w/ Aaron is great too. So I say happiness is right around the corner, you just need to fight battles before you reach it.