Thursday, August 4, 2011
Jersday today (: I might have to watch it tomorrow or something because my dad has issues with me watching those shows. He'll be like, "Change this shit. What are you watching." "You're watching bad things." blahblahblah. Shut your face. I'm old enough to watch this, calm ya self. But I don't want to take the chances. Lol So yeah. I sent my I.D. to Aaron today, he'll most likely get it Monday though. I'm so excited to talk to him Sunday! Ugh, I hate waiting. It sucks so bad. Wanting to be with you, have your arms wrapped around me, cuddling with you, joking around and laughing with you, holding your hand, EVERYTHING. I want that.. NOW -___- and I usually don't like that stuff, but I want it with you. That just PROVES that you're different, and special, and I like you so much. "If you're ever at your lowest I'll be there to bring you to your best" "As long as I got you I'm not gonna let you get hurt again." I've always wanted a guy to tell me that. To prove me wrong. You're everything I've always wanted. It's weird O_o? Is this real? Or am I dreaming? I have spent so long dreaming of a summer romance, and having this ideal guy in my head, and watching these sappy chick flicks and wishing I could have a love life like that and I HAVE it. It just.. it's.. hard to believe I'm getting what I want! I'm beyond happy (: I never thought this would happen so suddenly. I always thought I'd find love when I was like 20 or something. Actually I remember I got to a point where I thought I'd be forever alone with 5 dogs. Lmao! Oh god, I can be ridiculous sometimes I swear. But anywho, I'm just really happy to have Aaron in my life right now. "Every chance I get, I make sure I call you." that means A LOT to me. Just the littlest things you do for me make me happy. You could be sitting right in front of me and I'd be happy because you and your presence simply makes me satisfied. From the moment I met you I loved your company. I loved being around you. Talking to you. Making you laugh. Seeing you smile at me. We did NOTHING at your house yet I had a great time. And I would love to spend my days with you because being with you is the only thing that I could ever want.