I feel like this year's going to bite me in the ass.
But at the same time, it's going to be my favorite year.
I know for a fact that I wanna change my ways, no procrastinating(we'll see how long that lasts), use the internet for rewarding purposes, focus on getting good grades this year, deciding whether to stay in Vegas or go to Cali my first year of college, no drama this year, accept the fact that I'll be drifting from a certain amount of people, keep my feelings to myself. I can't manage another year crying in class again. I can't stand the pity I let people give me. Just don't give a fuck. Plain and simple. I know who my true friends are now. I know who I'll definitely still be friends w/ after high school w/o a doubt. I'm a good person, I'm a good friend. But if people aren't willing to do the same, or put in the same amount of effort, then fuck it. I can't always depend on others to make me happy, I have to make myself happy in order to embrace the happiness that's given to me. I can't let the littlest of things bring me down, or else I'll just be yet another fragile emotional wreck. That's all I want this year, to be happy. "Don't sweat the small stuff." It's going to be hard to balance school, friends, relationship, and myself. But I'm up for the challenge. Let's hope my sanity lasts.