I am sooooo tired of your bullshit. I'm tired of your attitude. I'm tired of having to please you yet get nothing in return. I'm tired of dealing with your psychotic tantrums. I'm tired. I'm tired of YOU. I swear to my life you're bipolar. "When I get a divorce, I'll fight for the truck. So the truck will be yours. Me and Jan will have the red car. Blahblahblah bullshit bullshit bullshit." Who the fuck says we're even going to be with your psychotic ass? I HATE with a passion how you automatically assume I want to be with you. You treat me like scum. You treat me like shit on the fucking ground. And you expect me to live with you? You expect me to choose you? What the fuck is wrong with you? You disgust me. I WANT you guys to have a divorce so I don't have to see you. That's how bad you treat me. And you're going to go around happily saying that you're going to fight for us and all this bullshit? Really now? Where the fuck is your proof that my dad has another woman? That he has a child? That he goes around all the time having fun and has girls left and right? Where in your mind does that even make sense? For someone to work and work and come home and spend time with me and Jan you're telling me that he's going out having fun? It doesn't make any sense to me! He DOESN'T even have friends because of you! You're so controlling and obsessive! You take AWAY EVERYTHING from him! You get jealous whenever he spends time with me and Jan. You get jealous if he's talking to Jojo. You get jealous at the smallest things. It's not even normal. You're CRAZY. And you expect me to live with you? Well fuck you. I'm not living with you. I'm tired of the way you treat us all. You ruin our family. You ruin everyone's lives, mine especially. You've scarred me. It's hard for me to trust people. It's hard for me to let people make physical contact. It's hard for me to even be happy! Everytime I'm happy YOU come along and take it away from me. THAT'S why I don't want to live with you. Or see you. Or be with you. Or ANYTHING cause you're going to take away everything I have just like my dad.