"You just don't get it. I hate being the middle child, it's the worst. You're always gonna be compared to and the other two always have better treatment. We're literally stuck in the middle and it sucks."

"Ohhh so they have better treatment? How about you go get ready and I'll make you feel like a queen."

What the fuck ever dude. You guys think I'm kidding, just cause I'm all smiles right now, but seriously.. deep down it hurts me the way you guys go and treat me. You don't see how much pain I have to go through because I'm always getting yelled at, I'm always the one with the attitude, I'm worse than my older sister apparently because she doesn't treat you like this, but when was the last time I fucking asked for something? I ONLY ask when needed and when I DO ask you guys go and treat me like I'm being a spoiled brat and when THEY ask they get it in a second. And it's thing they don't even neeeed. I don't get it! Yeah I'm not perfect, yeah I try my hardest and I stress out and I still don't live up to Jans and Jojo's grades but at least I tried! Everything's so much easier on them! That's why I'm the most emotional because of the shit you guys put me through. I hate having such an open mind and all you narrow minded fuckers have to make me feel cornered all the time. -___- smh.