You can't just ask for it to be good my love. You have to make the best of it. Let go of the things that weigh you down and make yourself happy rather than wishing to be, because at the end of the day, you yourself can choose whether to be happy or not. If you let those things make you sad then you WILL be sad, but you have to get the courage to stand up and say, "You know what, enough is enough. I want to be happy, and I'll make myself happy, with or without you."