Successful day(: I got my Stanford sweater I've been wanting since elementary school. Lmao and also got a shirt for Abby. We went to Pier 39, hiked in Muir woods, and bought new chucks and nikes.

/vent.
Wtf dude. Don't tell me what to do. I do what I want to do... "Take advantage. Be smart like Jojo." Wtf, are you telling me I'm dumb because I don't ask my dad for shit all the time? Bitchass don't fucking tell me that. I ask when I NEED. I don't take advantage of people. I'm a good person, I have good morals and standards, I don't lie to people, and I have a good fucking conscience. You wonder why you're life is the way it is? Yeah I depended on Jojo, but she wasn't my whole life. I hate how you treat me. You treat me like shit. You talk about me like I'm a bad kid or something, I don't get it. What have I done to you? Sometimes you yell at me for "being mean" to Jan, but do you ever stop to wonder why I do that? Sorry I'm not perfect. Sorry I can't be just like your precious queen and princess. "Don't treat her like that, she's my baby." Fuck your face. And what am I to you? Dog shit? Thaaanks mom. Thanks. I appreciate the love. Not once have I ever heard you say you love me, or care for me and actually mean it. You used to, but not anymore. Not since I've turned into a teenager. As a kid, you showed me so much love, and now all I get from you is drama and hatred. You're always mad at me, you give me attitude, and when you're not you say shit in my face like it's okay and you act like I'm not gonna react to it. THATS why I treat you this way, that's why I give you attitude and yell at you. Because you talk shit like it's a second language or something. It comes natural to you. I hate it when you do that. Or you twist shit up to put it in my face and make me look like a bad person. God, I don't deserve this. When I AM nice to her, she still treats me the same. I stand up for myself and it back fires. I fight fire with fire. I get hurt because she's my mom, the things she tells me sting. It's like being stung by a bee when you're allergic to bees. One sting can kill you and it kills me inside that she treats me this way every single day.