Of course it scares me if he leaves me, but I shouldn't worry about that. Not now. It's just that, I'm just scared of getting hurt again. That's all. But I know he really likes me(or in his words, loves me), I know he cares about me, I know how special I am to him, and I now know that I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. If I AM those things to him, and if he DOES feel that way then why am I worrying? I shouldn't have done that to myself this past weekend. But ya know, at least I know now to enjoy what I have and be happy I have someone to share our feelings with. Ever since the day I got that letter, it definitely gave me reassurance. Every night I've thought about our future together, and the simple moments of being together. How excited I am to be with you. Waiting for you is DEFINITELY worth it..